小人物的心声

小人物的心声

从前，因为老想要父母以我为荣，常认为要有钱有势，才是成才。 

Used to think that I must amount to something in order to bring pride and joy to my parents. 

但无论怎么赚，迟迟没到达有钱有势的境界。

However, no matter how hard I worked, I did not arrive at a wealthy or reputable status. 

有了孩子后，赚来的钱也就往他们身上投。

After being a Mother, I became fully invested in my children. 

自己也慢慢变成了无名无梦无理想。

Eventually, I became a nobody. No dreams of aspirations, no ambitions, nobody. 

整天忙忙碌碌，生活，工作压力大，难免感情更加不必说-- 抛在尾段。

Busied lifestyle, work pressure, life's pressure, needless to say, my relationship never got its turn. 

近来由于遇到一项挺大的问题，精神压力变百倍，还好坚持到现在，慢慢恢复安定。

Recently experienced acute distress, PTSD-- fortunately, I am slowly turning the tide and recovering my nerves.  

但脑海后还是担心误恐，只好希望时间能把恐惧淡化，慢慢恢复信心。

At the back of my mind, lurks the shadows of worry but with the passage of time, I hope fear fades. 

赛翁失马， 焉知非福-- 大问题过后，我们一家人反而好像从见光明，无比互相支持。

Blessing in disguise, my small family seems to have emerged from darkness, closer together. 

终于享受天伦之乐，虽然不是什么荣华，但还是非常平凡的辛福。

Finally enjoying family life, albeit nothing luxurious, we are humbly happy. 

小人物的心声, 原来的确是幸福的。

Indeed a low-key, uneventful life, for me is the happiest.