I stuck a post-it note for myself to slay my dragons as I had been getting edgy and neuronic lately. Have somewhat of a non-urgent medical condition and have been putting off consulting a doctor, for fear of any impending surgery or pain or recovery, etc etc etc, and putting off the "difficult" work aside, hoping it will go away (which more likely will explode if my customers come calling on the phone, they are usually angry), etc etc etc. In a nano-second I felt that I am empowered enough to slay my dragons and I'd better do, so I quickly put that feeling onto that tiny green square so as to remind myself of that moment of empowerment, and anyway, I'll have my gynea's appointment next week which gives me the chance to consult him about my the other non-urgent but somewhat-bothering-me condition and get a referral to see a specialist but I think the fees might be steep and I hope I could use my medisave money if not I may have to go through the polyclinic route which may never happen as I procrastinate a lot and had been putting off going to the clinic week after week when the clinic is just across my house, so this is just an inkling of one of the dragons I have, which I should be slaying it next week but for today, I will slay my work-dragon first. Amen.
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